So. . Basically im really annoyed right now so im just going to get it all out! I have KP on my arms, legs, ass, though its hardly red at all.. only on my arms and usually when i scratch-pick at it etc (my fault!) but it really effects me. . and im sure it does with everyone else too! It's just so annoying when nobody else i know has kp. . I hate the comments of "why do you have goose bumps it's not cold" !!!


My family doesn't understand my self conciousness about it! I nearly started crying today when they laughed at me trying the 'oil pulling' treatment, my sisters comment was "i was born with short legs, you dont see me complaining" (*!(*!()@*()!*@()*!@(*!()@*

Maybe it's this time of the month.. and im feeling really emotional.. but wouldn't it be amazing to have smooth perfect skin?! I would do anything. . Ahh just imagine. .

Anyway- rant over! Hopefully a treatment will work for me soon, or else ill just have to marry a man with no sense of touch and blind! perfect

xx

lauramarie

Yeah, I totally understand how your feeling are. There are so many times when I feel sad en mad when I started looking at my upper arm, en touch my b***, sometimes even felt like crying en start asking, why do I have this kind of 'illness'.

When I first found out exactly about this skin disease last month, I feel like, finally, I know what this thing called, KP. For years having it en never know what its name, (because every dermatologist that I went to, never explain what it is or what is it name) it felt like I am one step closer to get rid of these goosebumps.

When I said to my mom that this skin disease seem to be heredity, en told her, why my family gave this kind of 'legacy' at me instead of wealth hahaha. My mom got pretty angry at me, en she told me that at least it's just a skin disease en not something worst than that, like diabetes. or other worst disease that heredity.
when I came to think about it, well I guess she's gotta point.

So now instead being angry all the time, I try to be more positive about it. Try to cure it.
I do oil pulling too for about two week, it's easy en safe. I hope it will work.

About marriage thing, c'mon don't be so pessimistic like that.
Long time ago, when I got so desperate, I get to the point where, "I can be single forever, I need no man at all in my life" if no one willing to accept me en my skin.

But these days, I started to think, I will cure this thing. En the worst part where it can't be cure, well, I'm just gonna search for a man who is willing to marry me en my skin.
En if I do find him, ain't I the luckiest person in this world? Able to meet someone so nice that could love me for everything that I am.

Cheer up