Hey Everyone; I'm Still Alive.

It's been over a year... wowww..
So much has happened.
I've hardly had time to do any research on my KP.
I've basically left it to flourish. And it has.
I've dropped some weight over the summer, but my KP is now on my back and chest, too.
Along with all over my arms and legs.

I feel covered, and everytime I think about it I feel really sad. But I've been back on the computer, doing some research, and I think I know what my specific case is. I think I have some sort of parasitic infestation. Could be candida overgrowth (I match 3/4 of the symptoms or more..) or something else. But I don't feel healthy. Always fatigued. Mood swings. And my worst complaint? Horrible brain fog..

I've always been an intricate, detailed, imaginitive thinker. But over time I'll be deep in thought and spacey (which is a symptom; but i've always been that way).. except now it's different. I forget what I was thinking about. Forget what my point was. Lose my thoughts all together.. can't concentrate for the life of me. Thoughts just break off.. It is so incredibly frustrating. I'm not depressed and I'm more active than ever. But physically I know my body isn't healthy.. I feel like I can understand what it's saying to me now.

My mom has also had KP before, and its died little by little over the years. She's in her fifties now, and she's out walking everyday for her job, and she works out a few times a week. She's active and happy, gets enough sleep and water, but she feels lethargic and is experiencing the same symptoms as me.

So, we're both going to try a detox program. I wanted to do this a year ago with Seabuckthorn.. but we couldn't afford it then. Now I have a consistant part time job, so we're going to purchase the ParaGone cleansing kit (comes with probiotics and enzymes and fibre to help with cleansing)
We're going to start the cleanse tomorrow, together.
and this time, I won't disappear.
I'm going to report on it, once a week.

I realize that the other half of a parasite infestation is usually nutrient deficiency. I'd like to get rid of the bad bacteria first, before I start rebuilding my body from the inside out. I plan to maintain the probiotic and enzyme supplements (now that I can afford it) after the cleanse, along with maintaining my levels of Vitamin A via Cod Liver Oil; as I've read here and on many other websites that individuals have had great success with it.

Then later down the road.. maybe much later; i'll work on the scarring.. I know I'll have scars from this 'disease'. But I'm not concerned about it now.

So; it's been a year. But I'm back on track again.
I'm sad everytime I think about KP.
But I'm also fired up and encouraged and hopefull, too.

I'm 17 now. Recently celebrated my birthday.
And I'm praying to be KP free before my graduation.

If anyone wants to email me or add me to msn
I'm on there more often than not...
Kayla_188@msn.com

Wishing everyone the best,


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