TGIF, friends.. TGIF.

This week has been crazy. I've had three tests, two presentations, a 1000 word written assignment on a presentation to be handed in, a summative in-class assessment of creating an entire constitution, lots of MacBeth reading, studying and so on.
Today however, I have no homework. The little homework I have can be left until lunch because it is not due until the period AFTER lunch.

And this weekend.. is a long weekend! Yay for Canadian Thanksgiving!


As of this very moment I am sitting in shorts and a tank top in my house, alone of course, sipping some green tea and pondering about what to put into this blog.. there is just so much floating around in my head at the moment.

I suppose I should list how Im feeling and go from there.

Firstly, I am feeling slightly sad.
Thanksgiving has always been a big family get together type thing for both my Mum's and Dad's side of the family. Even when my parents split, my brother and I would take turns spending the holiday with either my Dad's family or my Mum's. This year, my mum's side of the family isn't doing anything because most of my cousins are away at university and aren't coming home, as well as the fact that my Grandma's osteoporosis is getting bad and she's not allowed to lift a turkey! So we're not getting together there like we usually do. Normally this would mean my brother and I would have to go to my Dad's, or a relatives house on his side of the family. However they seem to all be doing something with THEIR other sides of the family, and I am not on speaking terms with my father.
My brother might not even be around for thanksgiving dinner; he usually takes off and "does his own thing" now.. Doesn't care if it seems rude or not. And my mother is beyond asking him to stay because she knows its quite pointless.
So this year it could very well be my mum and I with some swiss chalet watching reruns of "Friends" on tv.
Yet, knowing my mother, she'll cook up a storm just for the two of us.

Secondly, I am feeling relieved.
The week is over.. it's a long weekend.. I can sleep in tomorrow and because I'm not busy, I can look forward to getting some things done that I've been wanting to get done for a while (including finishing some drawing projects I've started, researching more on these forums and other websites about natural remedies and recipe ideas, putting some pictures onto the computer from my camera, taking Dakota ( my dog ) to the park because she hasn't been in so very long, etc, etc.

Thirdly, I am feeling excited!
My birthday is now only two weeks away. Out of everyone I invited (10 people not including myself) only one person couldn't make it. So it looks like we'll be an even 10 at my birthday party! I can't wait for that.. plus I've volunteered my acting services as the insanely religious and murderous mother of Carie (You know the movie Carie, I'm sure) in a "FrightNight" presentation. Its a halloween tour where skits are put on to scare everyone. This year we're doing it outside of town at Green Things and together my two friends and I have recreated a few scenes from the movie Carie to entertain, in a malicious way, our "customers". Opening night is my birthday! Friends invited to my party are also invited to FrightNight. :]

That about sums up the main things swirling around in my head right now. Also included in the mess are the thoughts about
1) Candida - I WANT TO KNOW MORE. How is it related to all these conditions and diseases?
2) When will my midterm reports come out? I'm anxious to see my marks..
3) My biology teacher is really cute. (Fresh out of university, tall, blue/green eyes and dark hair). Owow
4) When was the last time I oil-pulled?
5) I should probably clean up my room..
6) I need to do my nails again.
7) I have another pimple. Great.
8) My new cat is adorable. His name is Jack.
9) I need a good book to read.. haven't had something good to read in a while
10) I really want to go see City and Colour live sometime soon !!
11) Why is it so warm outside..? It's not right. It feels like the beginning of september still. Its 25degrees Celsius!! I hate it !
12) My back stopped hurting.
13) I can't wait until my best friend comes home on Monday; we're going to take some apple cider and drive out into the country and takes pictures of the canadian landscape. Fun stuff.

And so on..

I'm in a funny mood right now.. not funny as in Ha Ha but funny as in.. quite abnormal.

I'm feeling ..not even content. Not bored. Just in between. Quiet, expresionless, thoughtful. And with each thought my mood changes just a little and momentarily until I think of something else. For example, when I think about the things that are making me a little sad or worried, I feel a little down. But then sure enough I'm thinking again about how awesome Monday is going to be and I feel excited inside.

It's quite a rare mood to be in; and it leaves me to ponder..

If I can control what I'm thinking about, I could change my mood whichever way I wanted to.

So I think I'll think about some very interesting things I've been reading about on here so I can get some research done.

Then maybe after I'll think about someone I'm crushing on, and I'll have my head in the clouds for the rest of the night.
He's a friend of my brother's.. cutest smile I have ever seen. Kind eyes. Funny glasses that I wouldn't have even guessed he wore. Very much like me in the way he treats other people, including my brother lol.

Oh, and am I allowed to say that last week I saw him without a shirt on?

And we talked.
While he was shirtless.
....!!!

I'm starting to feel giddy already.


Anyways dear readers; if I feel bored enough tonight I just might pop back on and put in ANOTHER blog entry.. depends though. I think I've basically covered everything in my head right now, if not in a nutshell.

Take care, everyone!


* x. Endless