Don't feel alone. I am the exact same way. Even if i stop picking for a while, i have trouble with the ugly brown scars. I've tried everything but i can't expect things to work if i keep picking. lately i've been working on a peel regimine that hopefully won't give me anything to pick. i've purchased a body peel from platinum skin care. the tca 20% peel. she said it should cause the affected areas to peel and clear away the scarring. i've tried to be good the past few days so that most everything heals in time to use the peel. we'll see. hang in there.